Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be someone else. If it's really the same as I am today. The perspective of being someone else is like being me. Being able to only few what's around you and now all around the world. What people are thinking, feeling, seeing...pretty much everything. Is it me who only focuses on me, or is there someone else in the world that can see my life the way I see it??
I fear for my son to get older sometimes. I fear for him of this world that we all live in. The unpredicablness of it. The people in it that we can't trust. Just seems like the population of that "group" that we can't trust continues to grow daily. I don't want Jasper to be introduced to those people. Change his personality of life from happiness and joy to doubt of everything. His perspective on life is safety and love. I know this. As he gets older he'll see the fear we all have about going out in public in certain areas, talking to strangers about certain projects of our days, the fear of walking down the street or going to the park. To him, he doesn't have that fear. He just knows when he's with his loved ones, he's gonna be happy.
I think about all the things that have changed in this world. How little we can trust people due to all the deadly sins there are now. I think back as to how the world was really like. But was it really as easy as we all thought? Or has it always been like this, we just now opened our eyes and noticed it all happening. There's nothing in this world now to talk about but death, violence and greed. When you watch the news today it's rare to hear something positive about the world and how it's going. They only point out the negative of it because that is what gets peoples minds going. The concern we have for the life outside our homes. It attracts us because we want to know where it was, how we can prevent it or if we can.
Living is the scary part of life. Not knowing what to expect or what will be worse down the road. Between the movies being mad, and the ideas put in people's heads, life is just continuing to be even more scary than we could ever imagine.
