Not Knowing What to Feel at This Time....

BLANK.

My mind is blank.

Not blank as I'm not thinking of something. But blank that I don't know how to fix what I'm feeling.

I'm completly confused.

I want to feel one thing and I keep finding myself to feel something else.

But my couriousity is there as well that I want to know what the other person that is making me think this way feels. And that person is complete closed book.

I know how they act outside of the "our time". But outside is what keeps me on the curious side.

They are REALLY good at keeping it perfessional.

So my mind is blank.

I have no idea where to go with this.

I have know clue what I should be feeling because I do not want to be feeling the opposite when I could be thinking another.

BLANK.