Looking back at all the shit I have done in the past 4years has kinda upset me some. I let having a kid slow me down on what I should have accomplished. I don't blam Jasper at all! If anything he made my life TONS better! I am the one controlling my life, and I'm the one that should have tooken control of the things I had set.
Going back to school and becoming some sort of nurse would be AMAZING! Since I was little i always wanted to do something in the medical field.
I love helping people.
I also have those "unlikely" dreams of becoming a ballerina, photographer or a singer. NOT HAPPENING! LoL!
I have new dreams now that I have to set myself. Jasper's future. He needs a good opportunity to make himself, him. He loves doing sports. He loves learning new things. And he great at remembering things. He has a kind heart too! He's what wakes me up in the morning and lets me know everything is goign to be ok. \
Give me some kinda push tho, universe. I need to find that path that is going to help me on the path I'm looking for.
until next time...
Hollie
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