Things just happen

You can't control how things happen.
Why they happen.
They just happen.

February of 2010 I was hired at Blockbuster because I was in search of a job after losing my Taco Bell Manger job of 6years. Although myself, as well as othere, disagree with the reasonings of that job loss, I believe I needed that push.
I'm not one for changes.
I really don't like them. I tend to keep things familiar just to make things easier. I have learned MANY times that life just isn't easy.
I was transfered a bit away from where I was used to working around mid summer or so of 2011. I was nervous but once again it was the push I needed. As last time I was ingnoring my opportunites of what life was giving me. Then around November of 2011 I was transfered to be a store manager a lil closer to where I lived and it made it a bit easier. I started out still not noticing what I was supposed to be doing and lost focus till one day I was hit by something the night i spend the first time in the apartment alone. I needed to make a change in myself. and I needed to make something change for and my son.
I slowly got rid of the destraction and made that change.
In that transition I met someone that was in my life for the amount of 4months. And who knew that I could find someone that is capable of spending that extra time of not just me but me and my son.

its a tough thing life.

life doesn't come with a manual.

(wish it did)

I'm not saying that all this have "completed" my life.
It could change any moment.
But noticing the good changes you chose to change your life kinda makes it a lil better than when life has to force things on you.

i will always love the people in my past. some more than others. I will always think about that part of my life bc without some of the outcomes?...i wouldn't be where i am now.