So it has been a long time since I have been on here posting about how I feel and what is going on with me. I have been really busy with work, soccer season is here for Jasper, and then I have had to help with my seester's wedding. But everything has calmed down some. Just enough for me to realize what all is in my line of vision and what I have in front of me. And that is a lot of great things.
I am down almost 2 dress sizes. Knowing I am sticking to being healthy and sticking to something without quitting a huge celebration in my part. I am happy with how I look but I know that I have some other things to do, to get to where I need to be health wise. I need to work on a schedule to tone up and get a routine down so me and Jasper can start walking again.
Vegas was amazing! I had a blast seeing my seesters together for the first time since January. All the girls had a blast and since it was like a little mini vacation for me, I was super excited to get away and have some fun.
Stacie's wedding was beautiful and pretty amazing. I had a blast. I was kind of bummed that my date bailed on me, but I think it all came out good. Jasper was amazing! He was a really handsome ring little man and he danced amazingly during the reception. I am so happy I have so many great people in my life, family and friends, that I can have fun with.
For a about 4 months...maybe a little less, off and on I have been on a dating site called OK Cupid that is on my phone. The app is a bit like Plenty of Fish but it counts the percentage of how well you would be relationship wise, friendship wise and enemy wise. I am not sure how accurate it is, I doubt it's not as accurate as some would hope, but I think it also helps you see what you could be looking for future wise down the road. I have met some interesting people on this site. Some bad, some good. My first date was fun. I still talk to him from time to time, but we were both looking for different things. I feel he just isn't ready to be in a relationship and take that time to make it work. The second guy was pretty great. He is a real sweetheart. We have gone on 3 dates and have watched a movie and caught a game. He is looking for something more long term...something I am as well. But there is just something not quite there. I am still wondering if I am just being too picky or missing something. I always seem to push people away when I feel they are too...I don't know how to word it. I do still talk to him. I havn't gone out with him or seen him since before I left for Vegas.
October 1st I received a message from a guy names Chris. Unlike the others, his message was detailed on what he was looking for, what he liked about my profile, and you could tell he had looked at every detail of what I wrote on my profile and made sure that I was someone he was looking for. I honestly can't put how the past 2 weeks have been for me. Currently he is living in Georgia. OK Cupid only looks for people in your area, and I am sure you're asking "why is she talking to someone so far away" LoL! Well...He had put Dallas, TX as his current location because he is planning on moving to the Dallas area in December. So anyways...I think I am hooked on this guy. He is everything I have been looking for in a guy, I know that I havn't met him in person and I know some believe that online dating never works, but this one seems to be working so well. I have learned so much about him. Talked to him daily. Seem him on skype. I just hope I don't get my hopes up and he never comes to me. Or I mess it up like I do with every other relationship I am in.
I am truly happy with my life right now. Jasper has been doing great in school. Soccer has been great. Keeping us busy. I am getting close to a good target weight and staying healthy. I have a great friend Sam at work that I have been able to talk to regularly. My family is as always amazing and now I have been getting out there, meeting new people and hopfully finding the love of my life.
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