You have allowed me to spend some time away from you. Course it's mainly because you told me that you didn't want to see me. I miss you. I think I will always miss you. I worry more and more. I worry when I don't hear from you. I worry when I don't see you. It makes me nervous when I can't see you.
Knowing there are things going on in your head that aren't safe scares me. But I think in the back of my head that you're going to be ok.
I know you're going to be ok. I have to think that. I have to think the positive because all I want to do it think the negative.
I have been spending a lot of time to myself lately. I think it has been good. I feel guilty at times that I enjoy it, but I know it's for the best. I know things will continue to be easier. They have to. Right??
I will always love you, care for you and want to be with you. I know I can't be tho.
This is for you and me.
Between you and me.
Forever and Always yours,
Hollie
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