Sunday, September 9, 2012

purpose

Everything and everyone has some purpose. Rather they choose to believe or not. They may not come into the world for that reason, but there is always something. Each person gives them self a purpose. Others give others a purpose as well.

I once believe numerous times that someone had given me a purpose. A purpose to go on. A purpose to live. A purpose to smile.

Right now I have a purpose. Because of the certain people I have in my life, I have that purpose to move on and fight back for what I could have.

Jasper is my number one purpose of life. I am his. Without each other we wouldn't be anywhere.

I have a new purpose to add on to my list. This purpose is to possibly have someone. Someone to separate myself from being just a mom. But a someone to someone. He is my purpose to hope that I won't be alone I know there is no way of seeing long term. And right now, if you knew my life then you would see there is no time for that. But just knowing for the time being...he's still there gives me the purpose.

I want to be someone's purpose. I want someone to believe in their mind and heart that I could be there purpose to wake up in the morning, their purpose to smile when there is no one around, share memories of things that no one else could laugh about. A purpose to wake up just slightly earlier just so you can watch them smile in there dreams. A purpose to sneak a hug or kiss when no one is around. To sneak a kiss or hug when there is.

Give me purpose just so I can be someone's purpose. 

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