Some Nights

Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck
Some nights, I call it a draw
I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh Lord, I'm still not sure
What do I stand for?
Most nights, I don't know anymore
What am I waiting for?
Why don't we break the rules already?
I was never one to believe the hype,
Save that for the black and white I try twice as hard and I'm half as liked,
But here they come again to jack my style
Stops my bones from wondering just who I am...
Well some nights, I wish that this all would end
'Cause I could use some friends for a change
Some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again
Some nights, I always win
But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
I'm still not sure what I stand for
What do I stand for? Oh what do I stand for? Most nights, I don't know...
So this is it? I sold my soul for this?
Washed my hands of that for this?
No. When I see stars, that's all they are
When I hear songs, they sound like a swan, so come on
Well that is it, guys, that is all, five minutes in and I'm bored again
Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands
Who the fuck wants to die alone?
My heart is breaking and the con that I called "love"
But when I look into those eyes,
Man you wouldn't believe, the most amazing things, that can come from,
Some terrible nights
The other night, you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me
I called you up, but we'd both agree
It's for the best you didn't listen
It's for the best we get our distance