un·ex·pect·ed
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adjective
Things happen for a reason. I am told that a lot.
Unexpectedness is something I could never live without.
Not knowing what's coming could be somewhat of a challenge but also a mystery.
Unexpectedly opening your door to someone you care about with flowers.
Unexpectedly being shown a secret place to show me the stars.
Unexpectedly falling for someone.
Everything comes unexpectedly in my life.
Cancer.
Pregnancy.
Broken hearts.
Son at 19.
Not going to school.
Loss of job.
Moving back home.
Liver failure.
Sometimes I would like to be explained things.
Like why am I given a guy that I care for and I can't share it with everyone?
Why am I given more excuses to not go back to school. Or a chance to go to the hospital and talk to someone about everything that is going on in my body?
Unexpectedness It happens in everyone's lives.
But how do you accept the unexpected that brings you down?
How do you control the unexpected that makes you SO happy?
How do you unexpectedly tell the person you care for that you're happy without knowing unexpectedly making them jump out of your life?
Right now...I am unexpectedly happy. Even with the crazy stuff around me. This unexpectedness is good....and I don't want it to end.
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